Pretty

I'm pretty, what do I deserve
 I feel pretty, until I walk out the door
 I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed
 My monster has all the time he needs
 So I came home to feel ugly again
 Feels better alone, pretty ugly again
 If you come back around I may not let you in
 Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.
 You're so pretty, could I get the nerve
 You said, "I love you, pretty"
 What do I deserve
 I wonder if pretty's gonna waste
 My monster has all the time in the day
 So I came home to feel ugly again
 Feels better alone, pretty ugly again
 If you come back around I may not let you in
 Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.
 I wonder what pretty has to say I want to feel pretty every day
 I wonder what it's like to be pretty.