not okay

Gee Hues you did this one
 Voyce
 Today I don't really wanna be alive
 But, I try even though that don't mean I'm alright
 So baby pick a side, I just wanna see you choose a side
 Baby pick a side, I just wanna see you a lil' tonight
 Yeah
 I'm so fuckin' done with this everyone's done
 And I hope you have fun lil' bitch
 Getting rich and now I don't gotta stunt lil' bitch
 Why did it come to this
 Why did it come to this
 Why did it come
 Being pushed from the outside to the inside
 Take more, why did you try, why did I try
 Done for, why did I cry, why did you cry
 Run for what you want
 Run for your fuckin' life
 Run 'fore your fuckin' die
 Run, run, run, run, run, run
 Just to stay alive
 None, none, none, none, none
 Can't keep me alive
 So I gotta keep my self alright
 I promise you this time, I won't try suicide
 Why, why did you take her from me
 Why, why am I off ecstasy
 Why, yeah is shit part of the dream
 I, I can't see a thing
 You see me the tears when you're up in my brain
 I didn't change what the fuck I'm the same
 All of my demons I had to go and tame, yeah
 But them in the song so you hear my pain, yeah
 This shit ain't insane, her voice in my brain, yeah
 I don't do cocaine, but I might today, yeah
 Need to find a place I can hibernate
 You need to find a place you can hide from me
 I'm so fucked up it's just us and my mental
 Feel like I fuck my life I might go crash a rental
 Hate the way she treat me, I feel shit, oh
 Feel like all of your friends is on my dick, cool
 Why you in a bad mood, a bad mood
 She say she want a tattoo of my room
 I had to give her bad news, that we're through
 Never made me feel love and that's cool
 All I showed you was some real love and that's true
 Yeah lil bitch a real dog, bitch fuck you
 When I talk but bitch ass still talk
 I might shoot yeah for that bitches
 Run my money until all of it blows
 Today I don't really wanna be alive
 But, I try even though that don't mean I'm alright
 So baby pick a side, I just wanna see you choose a side
 Baby picka side, I just wanna see you lose tonight
 Yeah
 I'm so fuckin' done with this, everyone's done
 And I hope you have fun lil bitch
 Getting rich and now I don't gotta stunt lil bitch
 Why did it come to this
 Why did it come to this
 Why did it come
 Being pushed from the outside to the inside
 Take more, why didn't you try, why did I try
 Done for, why did I cry, why did you cry
 Run for what you want
 Run for your fuckin' life
 Run 'fore you fuckin' die
 Run, run, run, run, run, run
 Just to stay alive
 None, none, none, none, none
 Can keep me alive
 So I gotta keep my self alright
 I promise you this time, I won't try suicide