This Lemonade Is Terrible

Pull the world out from underneath you there is no
 new one here to greet you
 just days like snakes
 crawling up your legs, the
 work seems worthless, at
 least hardly worth it, when
 everything you have to say is
 invalidated by the smile on
 their face. I know now it
 matters little whether or not
 I survive. It's all I ever
 wanted and it means nothing,
 you take your share, you take
 your turn, we watch you laugh
 someday we watch you burn! I
 know now it matters little
 whether or not you survive, I
 swear there's more to it than
 just the dull ache swine go
 by so fucking smug, do you
 really have to feel like you just won something? Do you
 really have to feel like you
 just won something? Do you
 really have to feel like you
 just won something? It's my
 choice. I won't fake it. It's
 my choice, I will take my
 chances!