Lost In The Grandeur - Requiem Mass

Hey, you
 What are you doing?
 Laugh as you tear out my heart
 The pain is so stimulating
 I've been too numb from the start
 Why can't I defend?
 Tear all these demons apart
 Who knows if it's really better
 I threw it out for some parts
 So lost in the grandeur
 Help me find my way
 I know this all sounds so cliché
 But I've done everything you say
 I'm so fed up with who I portray
 So lost in the grandeur
 Dark things fly all around me
 Welcoming sight from the past
 Somehow, they make me feel something
 Even if it doesn't last
 So, I'd do anything to be able to get away
 Bad things always flock to me
 It seems to be that way
 So lost in the grandeur
 Help me find my way
 I know this all sounds so cliche
 But I've done everything you say
 I'm so fed up with who I portray
 So lost in the grandeur
 Oh no, what's that sound
 It's constant and profound
 What's it gonna do today
 What kinda joy will it steal away
 Oh no, then I'm going down
 And it makes me so sick
 Always caught up in it
 That the truth is all lies
 It builds up inside
 I fucking hate this every day
 Something painful, something grave
 Can't go on living this way
 I won't let you take this
 Keep on trying, motherfucker
 Help me find my way
 I know this all sounds so cliché
 But I've done everything you say
 I'm so fed up with who I portray
 So lost in the grandeur
 So lost in the grandeur
 So lost in the grandeur