Hi Demons, Bye Demons

I need a change of scenery, what does the madness mean to me?
 This is a fantasy to me, don't want catastrophe feeding me
 How do I know enemies casually calling the moves?
 Feel like a masked proof, can I ask you? Academy bad news
 Shallow and no rise in these minds
 Guessing you could do it 'cause I know your type on it
 I feel like I'm translucent, yeah, I feel like I'm translucent
 Saw you move in the slow-mo, the kind of grace to grow old
 I don't wanna say these things, I guess we should just do these things
 And why not go like the chatter? Not so much to keep from the past
 No different to the last weeks, dash flicker as the cat leaps
 I can paddle from the bad waves, the sun burning is the sea's date
 All the same things, daggers and demons kept up my sleeve for a meaning
 I am not cut out for this, I don't just have curiousness
 I have furiousness, but I, I have the furiousness
 When I am not aware of the bliss, ay
 I need a change of scenery, what does the madness mean to me?
 Feels like a fantasy to me, don't want catastrophe feeding me
 I'm talking to the mirror man 'cause I know I need the sinner man
 Ain't mean to disappear again, ain't mean to disappear again