Antibodies

From underneath this surface patch
 You'll beg and writhe
 And a longing it could take the same amount
 Might have missed it in my count
 Mandatory spaces, stand in line
 Through the television static, we divide
 Come hold my throat
 To remind me what I am
 You have the most material
 Oddest select
 I never said I liked the side effect
 I never meant it like I wish you well
 Ativan Ativan, gotta disconnect
 Ativan gotta disconnect
 At the bottom it's recorded
 Every word that wouldn't pass
 Opposite of everything you meant
 I know it's a lot to ask but I'm desperate
 Do the silent treatment twist
 You have the most material
 Oddest select
 I never said I liked the side effect
 I never meant it like I wish you well
 And I would never punish anyone to live like this
 It is your choice - alone
 Whatever happens, don't let anybody see my face
 Don't let anybody see my face
 And if I'm wrong
 I'll never try and change your mind again
 What will make this last?
 Kill me again
 Tell it to stop finding excuses
 Why the passion you insisted on feels dead
 You have the most material
 Oddest select
 I never said I liked the side effect
 I never meant it like I wish you well
 And I would never punish anyone to live like this
 It is your choice - alone
 Whatever happens, don't let anybody see my face
 Don't let anybody see my face