How I Feel

I say, "A drink might help me sleep."
 I say, "I don't sleep much at all these days."
 I say, "It's cold. Besides, I'm broken."
 Hard as earth, the love of the past
 The worth of the world has frozen still
 Like the sheet of ice collecting on the windshield of my car
 Where I caught my reflection captured in glass
 A perfect broken image of the future envisioned in the past
 Corrupted by fate now, fractured, and fading away
 Replace, replace, replace
 All I felt promised to me
 To be the one who figured it out
 Who knew what to do
 Who knew how to feel and
 Felt that love of the past
 The worth of the world
 Just set it ablaze and
 Thaw me out
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 Dim lit in a room dark red, where I said
 "Can't seem to break off from the way I felt, but
 I guess you understand, man."
 We had no chance
 I'm tired of fighting with the hand I've been dealt
 So, I take the cards they give me
 And keep my protest on the inside of my mouth
 If the best I can do ain't gonna stop what's coming
 What's the point in trying to change how the hand plays out?
 Don't we all just die?
 Don't we all? Don't we all?
 Don't we all just die?
 Don't we all? Don't we all?
 When you looked at the light
 Did it hurt your eyes? Did it hurt your eyes?
 When you looked at the light
 Did it hurt you
 Like it hurt me?