Drowning

And I never will know why
 Love will pay no mind to me
 Love always loved the way it sounded in theory
 And I'd kill to be alone
 With the strength to be alone
 Lonely feelings make me sad around company
 Well I'm dedicated and I'm craving someone that i don't know
 In this sea of stupidity I am stuck in the undertow
 Here come the lifeguard
 I'm drowning, she seems so delicious
 I'm grounded wtih her arms around me
 And I'm, I'm blinded by them ugly fishes
 Don't ask me any of your questions
 I won't tell you my lies
 Words deserve to serve the painful penalty
 And it's analyzing just how they're spoken
 Three times my hearts been broken
 Mama, you ain't never told me it's gonna feel like this
 So don't sit back and settle for comfort over pain
 I've been burned by the copper kettle
 I have spit back at the pouring rain
 Lie must gut denial
 Smile at it's melting face
 My insides are defiled
 It's wild baby but i cannot erase
 Truth is all a lie and I'm trying lesser everyday
 Death to all that's dying, conditioning and decay
 Ticktock in a pitter-pattern
 Balls drop cock saluting Saturn
 Darling I just wanna shoot a gun.