Rattle at Will

To the universe I'm wasting your time
 Bending my veins in your face, how do I dare?
 Out here in the thickening air
 Clutch the body I'm given
 Is there a way to live?
 I'd die to know it
 I'd die to feel, is this the fear?
 Is this the fear?
 Is this the fear?
 When I believed you'd tell me
 Never to need like I do
 And the tallest crane in the skyline I was to you
 And all that I could taste was your spit
 And all your caution
 Needn't be careful with me, love
 I'd say rattle at will, I've been drinking my milk
 And like trembling leaves right before the big freeze
 I was with you
 Oh, the way it came in shakes like a clumsy rail
 Smoking brakes and sparklers
 All out of sorts just as it goes after the doors close
 High up, to you I was once