Fear

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
 I will fear no evil, for you are with me
 Your rod and your staff, they comfort me
 I honestly grow insecure as I get older
 Cuz' even when you hot there comes a day when you get colder
 Comes a day when you slower, time is taking its toll
 45 on the back of the jersey upon your soul
 I'm scared of letting go, I don't know what the future holds
 My nightmares are having nightmares
 I'm quite scared of what's right and fair
 How I fear an eternity
 Will I hear well done when he turn to me?
 Will I hear you care too much about
 All this stuff that really don't matter?
 You chase the wind and you don't want it
 Got to the top of a 2 foot ladder
 What's after I can capture all this mess my heart was after?
 Will I end up empty-handed when I stand before my master?
 Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster?
 Add in my selfish ambition
 All the while, subtracting what matters
 I don't know
 At late nights, I can't sleep
 Will I fall? Will I peep?
 Through the curtains, all I see, fingers pointed at me
 And they watching, and they watching
 And I'm wondering what they thinking，thinking bout'
 At late nights, I can't sleep
 Counting cash, counting sheep
 Through the curtains, all I see fingers pointed right at me
 And I'm watching, and I'm watching
 And I'm wondering what they thinking， thinking bout'it all
 In high school, we tried to act all tough
 I remember a couple times, I couldn't back that up
 Like when I ran from them vatos, scuffing up my sapatos
 Scared of losing my high, I was so embarrased inside
 If I could go back in time, I would stand and say something like
 I ain't never scared, never scared, never scared
 I'm lying, I'm scared of these thoughts in my head
 I'm scared of possibly pushing people right over the ledge
 When I say I pledge allegiance to the struggle
 Then, I turn around and buckle
 Under stress and under pressure
 Bible on my dresser that can teach my pain a lesson
 But I rather not address it
 Address that's in depression
 I'm scared if I confess it
 That you gon' look at me like I'm something less
 And I'm such a mess
 C'est lui qui a peur d'admettre ses craintes
 Et c'est lui qui ne pourra pas les surmonter
 On trouve la liberté dans la confession
 Et la liberté dans la reconnaissance
 And it just so happen, I'm wrestling with my status
 I'm trying to see me like He do, not focusing on this madness
 They count on me, count me out on a count of they fear and doubts
 Keep account of my wrongs, trying to keep me inside they house
 Some just keep me around, I wonder what that's about
 Yeah! They wanna be politically correct, I suppose
 But，I'm comfortable in my skin
 While they just pretending they clothes
 I'm scared of falling and failing
 In front of all of my foes
 And I feel some friends are unfaithful
 So, I keep my small circle closed
 I don't want no handouts or favors, no functional saviors
 I'ma tell that truth till it kill me
 I'm chilling with my Creator
 Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to all of my haters
 For the ones that think I forgot him
 And the ones who won't let me say
 I ain't scared no mo'
 At late nights, I can't sleep
 Will I fall? Will I peep?
 Through the curtains, all I see, fingers pointed at me
 And they watching, and they watching
 And I'm wondering what they thinking，thinking bout'
 At late nights, I can't sleep
 Counting cash, counting sheep
 Through the curtains, all I see fingers pointed right at me
 And I'm watching, and I'm watching
 And I'm wondering what they thinking, thinking about it all
 Everybody always
 They got something to say rather you like it or not
 Everybody always
 They gon' have something to say
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 Baby, don't take it to heart
 (Japanese part)