I Would

Minutes like hours
 Hours like days
 I wait, impatient
 Hungry and crazed
 A few steps away
 One door apart
 One hello to break my healing heart
 If I could dig a hole in the ground
 If I could turn around
 If I could make no sound
 I would
 I would
 Weeks like months
 Months like years
 Years like decades
 And river for tears
 I threw a fit
 I lost my shit
 You're one step away and I can't think of it
 If I could dig a hole in the ground
 If I could turn around
 If I could make no sound
 I would
 I would
 It's been too long
 Not enough to forget
 That I'm not that strong
 At least not yet
 If I could make no sound
 Surely I would
 If I could dig a hole in the ground
 If I could turn right around
 If I could
 I would