Dear Me

Dear me, I confess, most days I'm a mess
 I still act like I'm with it
 But I'm all out of one more shots to give
 They don't know about me or what's inside my head
 But in the end, it's me alone staring at my phone
 How did it get so bad?
 And does it sound crazy that I'd ask?
 I really wanna know when it took its toll
 Dear me, I'm not content
 All these years and my nerves are spent
 And I've tried to be patient
 But why does it seem like I'll never make it?
 Maybe I resеnt all the time in life I spеnt
 Staring at this phone, feeling so alone
 How did it get so bad?
 And does it sound crazy that I'd ask
 I really wanna know when it took its toll
 How did it get so bad?
 I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask
 I really hope you know what's good for your soul, yeah
 Maybe we'll go on to be good for now
 It's better than being nowhere, nowhere at all
 Dear me, I'll be fine
 It's hard to leave what you love behind
 Sometimes you know it's time to go
 How did it get so bad?
 And does it sound crazy that I'd ask
 I really wanna know when it took its toll
 How did it get so bad?
 I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask
 I really hope you know what's good for your soul
 Good for your soul