Pachinko Song

I remember when you hit the jackpot
 It was too absurd to be a dream
 Running through machines, but they're like flashing
 Had to step outside into the heat
 I had never put much faith in karma
 Figured I would live with all my sins
 There is no escape from your discretion
 Guess I never thought you'd ever win
 I'm scared my bitterness, written all over my face
 Takes over everything
 I ran through Tokyo hoping to find the place
 Where only I could be, but I never found it
 I remember signs before I knew you
 Warning me that this would end unwell
 Little did I know that you would haunt me like this
 I'm just trying to get rid of your spell
 I'm scared my bitterness, written all over my face
 Takes over everything
 I ran through Tokyo hoping to find the place
 Where only I could be, but I never found it
 But I never found it
 Thought I was over it, easier said than done
 Quit fucking showing up
 I ran through Tokyo but you kept calling my name
 Pachinko parlor games
 I'm scared my bitterness, written all over my face
 Takes over everything
 I ran through Tokyo hoping to find the place
 Where only I could be, but I never found it
 But I never found it
 But I never found it