Self Care

This can't be right
 There's no delight
 I know I'm hurting you too
 I feel ashamed
 When you say my name
 Like there's somethin' I can do
 I don't need this to feel
 Like I've become
 Something real
 Your beautiful eyes
 And your blank stare
 I can't make myself care
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 Holding my breath
 Not there quite yet
 Dear God, I hope it comes soon
 Got too much time
 To figure out why
 I'm so unhappy with you
 I'm sure you don't understand
 Who the hell I think I am
 Your beautiful eyes
 Are sad and scared
 But I can't make myself care
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 Where will I find the answer
 To what you're dying to know?
 Am I wasting your time?
 'Cause I can't cope
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 Every kiss is perfect
 But why does
 It feel like goodbye?
 I promise you I'll try
 One last time
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 This can't be right
 There's no delight
 I know I'm hurting you too