Thoughts In My Head

Uh, What you know about battling yourself
 Fighting inside but whole time it's shattering your health
 Trying to pick up yourself but you just can't move
 Trying to stay positive but it always get over ruled
 By the negative like your mental health is competitive
 No sedatives there isn't a corrective medicine
 For these thoughts that's keeping you locked down like a C.O.
 Me, myself and I? What a fucking trio
 I'm Neo in the Matrix battling hatred
 Smacking the faces of the racist fascist
 For blacks who raised fists, when problems arise
 I look it deep in the eyes then fuck it between the thighs
 I, only lose to depression no contesting
 That only leads to more stress in my chest and
 I don't know, how much more I can take
 I need a clean slate so trust when I say
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head
 On a mission to become a legendary M.C.
 Is harder than it seems contrary to belief
 I believe in myself but a team and some wealth
 Would help, but depression got me fending for self
 Anti-social stuck in the house not going out
 And I'm still on probation I gotta watch out
 Any mishaps can lead to three hots and a cot
 I'd rather be at home with a thot on my cock
 Sloppy toppy calling me poppy, Oroku Saki
 That means I be shredding the box see
 My pen and my pad is my only release
 Mad at the world only hoping for peace
 Then I blink and another black man's deceased
 By the gun of a white police, when will it cease
 Probably never 'cause they want us eradicated
 When I make it I hope that u celebrate it please don't hate it because
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head
 Trying to stay surrounded by positive energy
 I know the negativity hinders me and it's killing me mentally
 Got me trying to break thru the wall in my brain
 But, what if I'm straight and y'all insane
 We're all the same, I'm a human being too
 I got the same blood and veins that's in you
 It's a shame how my people getting treated 'cause of melanin
 Pac told you how my people do if you don't let us in
 We gon' kick, break and knock down doors
 Create our own we don't have to hound yours
 Set new boundaries, raise the bar
 I'm from the hood but it raised a star, I'ma take it far
 Way further than the eye can see
 When my daughter life's set I can die complete
 Hope to die in my sleep when it's my time to go
 The things I be thinking about king I'm trying to let you know
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head
 You wouldn't wanna know the thoughts in my head
 Demons inside and I'm keeping them fed
 I said I, I feel like I'm living life on the edge
 But instead of being down I'ma hold up my head