Company

I wish,
 I could feel
 anything
 at all.
 But I'm
 just a pile
 of want
 and doubt.
 We are having people over late on.
 Bring, Caroline and the effigies.
 There
 are days
 when I
 imagine myself
 falling
 throug space
 for
 the rest of time.
 Come right and sit beside the fire.
 We'll have somenone bring you a tray of pigs in blankets.
 You look.
 Really umcomfortable
 if I'm being honest.
 Is there something we should know about.
 We just want to help.
 Oh look it's Pendergast and his associates,
 they 'll know just what to do.
 In fact I think they've seen this kind of thing before.
 Don't worry, relax, you'll be fine, just lie back and stop squirming.
 Please listen to us, we have the best interest in mind.
 We've had our eyes on you for long long time.
 We want to explore infinite possiblities of knowing you. You'll see for yourself.
 We, will be welcoming you to the inner lair.
 Wont be long.
 Babe, hush now this won't hurt al all.