Shouldn't Be

I can't stop feeling like none of this matters at
 Fool around, tell me words that you don't mean
 I'm already numb to it, I'm already numb to it
 Feed me lies, tear me up, break me down
 I don't wanna be playin' these games
 I'm already used to that
 I'm already used to you being this cold
 But keepin' you close shouldn't be hard
 If you were honest when you said you missed me
 You've played with my pride
 Making me feel like we had something real
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 I know we've been over this, it's nothing new
 You're still gonna be leaving me here
 It's easier hating you than missing you
 But I don't wanna be feelin' this way
 I'm already through with it
 I'm already tired of thinking at all
 'Cause keepin' you close shouldn't be hard
 If you were honest when you said you missed me
 You've played with my pride
 Making me feel like we had something real
 And making you stay shouldn't feel wrong
 This is the last time I'll ask you to listen
 I've played all my cards
 Would you feel a thing if you saw me right now?
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 No matter what I say to you
 You're gone
 I've been tryin' in vain to hold on
 No matter what I say
 Keepin' you close shouldn't be hard
 If you were honest when you said you've missed me
 You've played with my pride
 Making me feel like we had something real
 And making you stay shouldn't feel wrong
 This is the last time I'll ask you to listen
 I've played all my cards
 Would you feel a thing if you saw me right now?