christmas morning

We don't get snow on Christmas morning
 And if we do, it never stays
 The glimmering nights and echoes of life
 Make up for the magical landscape of grey
 And you have seen my picture painted
 All of it based on impressionist lies
 Well, you may call me an optimist
 A zealous cardiologist on the wrong end of the knife
 But the silent night
 It holds me tight
 What if I showed up Christmas morning
 Oh, with a blanket dressed in grey
 What if I showed up with no warning
 Would you want me to, want me to stay?
 What if I showed up Christmas morning
 With all the love I've never dealt?
 I'd rather chase after an end in disaster
 Than to risk never knowing how it felt
 'Cause you hold a spark in my tide
 When I can't keep it alight
 There's too many reasons to try
 To keep this tradition alive
 And though you have marked me with a vision
 One that comes to me in my sleepless nights
 Oh, well, I know and I'm positive
 Isn't it obvious that I want you to be mine?
 'Cause this silent night
 It holds me tight
 It holds me tight
 What if I showed up Christmas morning
 Oh, with a blanket dressed in grey
 What if I showed up with no warning
 Would you want me to, want me to stay?
 What if I showed up Christmas morning
 With all the love I've never dealt?
 I'd rather chase after an end in disaster
 Than to risk never knowing how it felt
 How it felt
 And tell me you want it all
 Oh, tell me you need it all
 Oh, tell me you love me
 Enough with these walls
 What if I lose it all?
 What if I lose you all?
 I already love you
 I've already fallen
 What if I showed up Christmas morning
 Oh, with a blanket dressed in grey
 What if I showed up with no warning
 Would you want me to, want me to stay?