can't look back

I thought about giving up everything I own
 And then moving out, I'm a prisoner in this home
 I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything I love
 For a temporary feeling that only left me numb, damn
 Some days, I'm a kamikaze
 There's no way you can fucking stop me
 I can't look back when the memories look like that
 I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
 I'm bad and they say they that the good die last
 My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
 God damn, I just got some bad news
 I lost some more friends, got their names tattooed
 I take my .45, point it right at you
 'Cause you can't take nothing away from me
 I got nothing to lose
 Some days, I'm a kamikaze
 There's no way you can fucking stop me
 I can't look back when the memories look like that
 I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
 I'm bad and they say they that the good die last
 My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
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 Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
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 Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me