Gone

I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 But are you missing me?
 I know you're missing me
 Looking down on my phone, see another missed call
 I'm pissed off, I never had these problems back when I was piss poor
 Scared to see my daughter now because I'm lost in the life
 In the bathroom getting high when she called twice
 Sorry, but I'm scared at looking at something so precious when I'm a mess
 And her mother know it
 I wonder if she ever regrets
 Trying to convince my family that I'm only gone for these checks
 When really I'm obsessed with getting my revenge through success
 'Cause people hated on me, how can I not show 'em?
 Fans waited on me, damn, how do I not owe 'em?
 Imagine having to make that decision
 While baby girl's in the kitchen, tears dripping, wondering where her pop's going
 But I never meant to make you unhappy, can I see that smile?
 Phone's ringing... "Ey, yo, I'm with my child"
 Anyways, I wanna write you a symphony
 But instead she said all I ever wanted is you to stay a while, damn
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 But are you missing me?
 I know you're missing me
 And hey, hey, hey
 It's been so long so you've gone away
 Five years to be more specific
 I was out here trying to sign to Atlantic
 You crossed the pacific
 Now is it a coincidence that my first instrument was a violin
 That my father wanted for me, so we ended up buyin'
 And now the instrumental that we're vibing to got one high end
 And while I'm writing my first verse he called me up crying?
 That shit is crazy, half a decade with no explanation
 Now you're asking if it's too late to save us
 Man, I don't know so I hang up but I'm saying nothing, just click end
 Wasn't man enough to say it so I wrote with a pen
 I just wanted to make you happy, but you never smile
 I just wanted that phone call that said your daddy's proud
 Anyways, maybe eventually we'll relive memories
 And you'll be next to me and both of us can stay a while
 I know you've been (yeah) gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 I know you've been gone, gone, gone
 But are you missing me?
 I know you're missing me
 And hey, hey, hey
 It's been so long so you've gone away
 
 And hey, hey, hey
 It's been so long so you've gone away
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 One day I'll be gone
 One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone
 One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone
 One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone
 One day, one day