self sabotage

I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
 I'm stuck in my ways, I can't win my own game
 If it's meant to be then I'll throw it away, oh
 Hurt you for no reason and I won't call you back
 Then I break you into pieces so I don't get attached
 Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash
 And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but
 I start to fall, then I cave
 And I push you away
 You could call it self-sabotage
 I love to dig my own grave
 Somethin' wrong with my brain
 You could call it self-sabotage
 It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy
 I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
 Shit's never goin' my way
 Now I'm drownin' in blame
 You could call it self-sabotage
 I'm hard to love, this girl is a gun
 I'm killin' 'em softly, one by one
 So fill up your lungs, yeah, you better run, oh
 Hurt you for no reason and I won't call you back
 Then I break you into pieces so I don't get attached
 Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash
 And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but
 I start to fall then I cave
 And I push you away
 You could call it self-sabotage
 I love to dig my own grave
 Somethin' wrong with my brain
 You could call it self-sabotage
 It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy
 I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
 Shit's never goin' my way
 Now I'm drownin' in blame
 You could call it self-sabotage
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 Hurt you for no reason and I won't call you back
 Then I break you into pieces so I don't get attached
 Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash
 And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but
 I start to fall then I cave
 And I push you away
 Call it self-sabotage
 I love to dig my own grave
 Somethin' wrong with my brain
 You could call it self-sabotage
 It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy
 I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
 Shit's never goin' my way
 Now I'm drownin' in blame
 You could call it self-sabotage