Blessed Curse

No more can I take this false pretense
 Searching for the answers
 But then it wasn't supposed to be
 We are torching bridges of the return
 You will regret for the rest of yours
 I will see this fucking through
 You have ruined everything I have ever lived for
 These lights that guide us are truly damning
 With greed and hatred
 My innocence is gone
 Sinking into the sheets
 This is what I need or so I thought
 Adrenaline is rushing so fast through my veins
 I am lifting off the ground
 My vision blurs my mind goes blank
 This night is filled with promise
 The smell of pleasure fills the air
 This is a fucking disaster
 So much crawling your motionless
 The way I am blessed by cursed
 I see nothing but a coward that has no tyrants
 You live in your own world of make believe