Texas

You think you look better, I know you feel worse
 If nothing went numb, I think something would hurt
 I've seen this before, never thought you'd be her
 You're young, and you're precious, your laugh is infectious
 Your heart's big as Texas, don't think you're reckless
 But maybe you strayed from the cross on your necklace
 And now I feel selfish 'cause I miss my best friend
 Still skipping breakfast and higher than Everest, alright
 Slowing down the time
 You can say you're fine, but this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 I don't wanna fight or overstep the line
 But this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 I've been sleeping all day for my baby
 It's my cotton ball putting up another wall
 Way of escaping
 Being awake isn't what I want to be
 I wanna be asleep or I wanna be a bird
 Or I wanna be a tree or be living by the sea
 I don't wanna be a creep
 I wanna be asleep
 Dreams would be nice but then nothing is fine for now
 I should have more on my mind
 I don't mind, but I'd say that we're fine
 I've been adamant, I'm not a fan of it
 Honestly thinking that something is up
 Know you're the same, but I'm not gonna ask
 What would I ask? (Not gonna ask)
 Slowing down the time
 You can say you're fine, but this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 I don't wanna fight or overstep the line
 But this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 Slowing down the time
 You can say you're fine, but this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 I don't wanna fight or overstep the line
 But this is too familiar
 You know it runs in mind
 Different things and picking on dreams
 And picking on me when I tried picking you up
 Tried not giving you up
 And when I die, I'll ask if I did enough
 I'll pray that I'll live to know that I did
 Pray for your weight and you wait for your freight
 That you ordered online and I stay
 Boxes arrive, I try waking you up again
 Boxes arrived, you were taking too much again
 Somebody said, I say thank you too much again
 Get to school late without any lunch again
 I'm not giving you up
 No one's thought we're pretty on the outside
 Lies you tell are pretty much outright
 And I hate it when we speak
 Counting sheep, I'm tryna sleep
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas
 Your heart's big as Texas