Tavoris Cloud

miss my afternoon naps, my kitty-cat sleeping on my lap
 But she died August two thousand eleven
 Just got back from Norway she slipped off to kitty heaven
 Last night I had to laugh out loud when Hopkins beat Tavoris Cloud
 At the age of 48 no fire ever was that great
 This morning I woke up at nine, your body pressed hard against mine
 And my mind began to race with all the business sitting on my plate
 This morning I woke up at nine, your body pressed hard against mine
 And I felt grateful for your love, and I felt grateful for your love
 But at the age of 46 I'm still one fucked-up little kid
 Who cannot figure anything out, who gets upset and stomps and pouts
 But at the age of 46 I'm still one fucked-up little kid
 Who has my fears and has my doubts, who has my challenges and bouts
 And though I moved out here I know I'm still that kid from Ohio
 Who still has hopes and still has dreams
 Who's still not learned a fucking thing
 And though I moved out here I know I'm still that kid from Ohio
 Who's living in a world that I'm still getting to know
 Two-thousand-twelve last July every night for a week I cried and cried
 When I got the news that my old friend Tim Mooney died
 My heart dropped dead, my mind it spun
 Thinking 'bout the times when we were younger
 And how my band looked up to Tim and all the guys who played with him
 Sometimes I still can not believe Tim Mooney died at 53
 He seemed to be more stronger, he was too young to up and leave
 Sometimes it's still hard to believe Tim Mooney died at 53
 There in Petaluma in his kitchen
 Oh how his wife and daughter miss him
 And at the age of 46 I'm still one fucked-up little kid
 Who grew up in the sticks, whose bad habits I can't kick
 And at the age of 46 I'm still one fucked-up little kid
 Who grew up in the sticks, who has my hang-ups and my ticks
 And though I live out here I know I'm still that kid from Ohio
 Still digging for something - and what I don't know
 And though I live out here I know I'm still that kid from Ohio
 Still searching for something - who still don't fucking know