Even Though You Are My Friend

In the distance, there's a hill
 There's a house upon the hill
 On this side it's dark
 On the other side it's green
 I bite my nails, i touch my face
 How long before i reach that place
 The sky is pressing down
 And it tears me from my sleep
 I fall onto the ground
 And the gorse rips at my skin
 I scratch my eyes and open wide
 How long before the other side
 Even though you are my friend
 This is the end, this is the end
 Even though you cannot see
 It's up to you, it's not up to me
 The dizzy spell has gone
 The tablet dissolved
 The ache has left its mark
 A not forgotten scar
 I try the door, it's locked
 And time stands still, the broken clock
 In the hallway where i stand
 I see pictures on the wall
 They're all places that i've been
 And i've loved
 The back door and the front door are
 Exactly the same
 The floors are the ceiling and the
 Walls the window pane