Somebody

I been headed to the bottom of the barrel for a while now
 I think I need a slowdown
 I been blaming everybody but myself and yet somehow
 I feel the weight deep down
 Yeah, you know me
 Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
 Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
 A matter of time before I'm outta my mind, I think I need a lifeline
 I don't know when I became somebody
 Somebody I don't recognize
 I swear to God I never saw this coming
 I never thought I'd leave it all behind
 I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
 I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
 I really think that I could use somebody
 Somebody to bring me back to life
 Sometimes it comes in waves and hits me outta nowhere like a hurricane
 Feels like I'm going insane
 I don't wanna be a problem, but my self-control's a losing game
 When the venom's in my veins
 Yeah, you know me
 Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
 Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
 A matter of time before I'm outta my mind, I wish that I could rewind
 I don't know when I became somebody
 Somebody I don't recognize
 I swear to God I never saw this coming
 I never thought I'd leave it all behind
 I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
 I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
 I really think that I could use somebody
 Somebody to bring me back to life
 Yeah, you know me
 Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
 Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
 A matter of time before it's flatlined, vital signs, can I be revived?
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 Can I be revived?
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 I don't know when I became somebody
 Somebody I don't recognize
 I swear to God I never saw this coming
 I never thought I'd leave it all behind
 I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
 I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
 I really think that I could use somebody
 Somebody to bring me back to life
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 Can I be revived?
 Somebody to bring me back to life