Gods Of Rapture - Live

I feel torn apart a vile misfit fallen
 Deep into affliction of my hollow mind
 The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs
 When i wake into truth I'm back among the blind
 The truth of lies disenchanting my eyes
 How can I survive I can't stand being
 Alive... alive...
 Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes I try to hide
 Then slowly I die
 My past laugh at me from the other side of negation
 Untying the lasting few cords of common sense
 Submerged into the flow the rapids of addiction
 Too weak to push it back a worm without defence
 My flesh fading undressing the bones behold me naked
 Cadaver exposed this my abuse I can't take it no more
 The fragile truth sneering at me with teeth pressed
 Like thrusting nails into my head all my life I regret