Muscle, Bone & Blood

I am a human being.
 I'm made of muscle, bone and blood.
 I'm full of awful feelings,
 Self-hatred and mistrust.
 I need you now to be here with me.
 I cannot reach the light.
 I need you now to believe in me.
 I've been giving up the fight.
 I am a selfish monster,
 Cold-blooded and remote.
 My words are flaming daggers.
 They send you up in smoke.
 I need you now to abandon me.
 My heart is in a knot.
 I need you now to put your hands on me.
 Let's give it one more shot.
 I am a reckless woman.
 I always make such a mess.
 I follow my intuition
 Into the vampire's nest.
 I want to change for the better,
 Clean the slate, be good forever.
 I am a human being.
 I'm made of muscle, bone and blood.
 I'm full of awesome feelings
 Like unconditional love.
 I want you and me together,
 Faithfully and through all weather.