What Was Said

After what was said
 I can't help but sleep with one eye open
 The integrity of what we share
 Is now unconvincing
 The greatest love
 Both is and never was
 I carry on
 But I can't forget
 What was said
 After what was said
 The things you really think of me
 That's fine
 Cause I think that you're pathetic really
 Just like your family
 The words break free
 Much too easily
 My best friend
 I can't forget
 What was said
 There's a hole in everything
 And I have yet to see the proof
 Of friendship 'til the end
 And not 3/4 the way through
 Of love that perseveres
 When seen in close-up too
 My dear friend
 A heart cannot be true
 Not completely, so what to do?
 I've always left just as the leaves were changing hue
 Why give life the chance
 To make another mockery
 Of our dear romance
 Better to come and go
 Honor the weeds as they are meant to grow
 There's a hole in everything
 And there's nothing you can do
 It's always out with the old
 And in with the new
 No love without the whisperings
 So why pretend it's otherwise
 Better to be on the road
 Than in a house of cards and lies
 I rid myself of friendships
 With fungus on the rim
 Of love that had gone sour
 A merciful killing
 Rid of insincerities
 And rid of all poison
 I sent them all to hell
 And nobody was left
 The greatest love
 Both is and never was
 I carry on
 But I can't forget
 What was said