Over Again

Come on!
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 It was a month since he passed, maybe less
 And no one knew what to do, we were such a mess
 We were texting, we were calling, we were checking in
 We said we ought to play a show in honor of our friend
 Well, now that show's finally here, it's tonight
 Supposed to go to the bowl, get on stage, dim the lights
 With our friends and our family, in his name, celebrate
 There's no way that I'll be ready to get back up on that stage
 Can't remember if I've canceled any show
 But I think about what I'm supposed to do, and I don't know
 'Cause I think about not doing it the same way as before
 And it makes me wanna puke my fucking guts out on the floor
 We rehearsed it for a month, I'm not worried about the set
 I get tackled by the grief at times that I would least expect
 I know what I should be doing when I'm singing, but instead
 We'll be playing through a song, and I'd remember in my head
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 What they saying, I'm not raw? What the fuck you take me for?
 All the sudden you hear what I've said a hundred ways before?
 I been pushed, I been trapped, drug myself through hell and back and fallen flat
 And had the balls to start it all again from scratch
 How do you feel, how you doing, how'd the show go?
 Am I insane to say the truth is that I don't know?
 My body aches, head's spinning, this is all wrong
 I almost lost it in middle of a couple songs
 And everybody that I talk to is like, "Wow
 Must be really hard to figure out what to do now"
 Well, thank you, genius, you think it'll be a challenge
 Only my life's work hanging in the fucking balance
 And all I wanted was to get a little bit of closure
 And every step I took I looked and wasn't any closer
 'Cause sometimes when you say goodbye, yeah, you say it
 Over and over and over and over
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
 You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Over and over and over again, over and over and over again
 Over and over and over again, over and over and over again