The Benefit Of Anxiety

I remember now the things we had when we were one,
 the life I had during that year.
 You called experience!
 The memories at your place, and those Sundays in the woods.
 Emotional security I was looking for.
 I became aware of the bell-glass formed around myself.
 I was able to communicate but not able to embrace.
 And I wished I could escape from dreams I was living in.
 But right before I realized, another caught your eye.
 A scythe divides the two of us.
 I'm all alone again.
 A clear bright voice within me screams:
 "Nothing will remain the same!"
 For the meaning of my life,
 , I crawl up, to get back on my way!
 When going through deep despair
 in the desolate still of night.
 With no-one to turn to in my grief.
 No pack of tarot cards
 will show the way I must go.
 I am about to rely on myself.
 For the meaning of my life,
 , I crawl up, to get back on my way!
 Facing the precious gift,
 I received here on earth,
 gave me the energy to go on!
 No-one will interfere
 When I cherish love for my life.
 Life loves me more than you've ever loved me!
 For the meaning of my life,
 , I crawl up, to get back on my way!