Struggle

Came up from nothing, no loyalties, came out the struggle
 They had to work but it's seemed they be working me double
 I can't believe they with hurry but no struggle
 I would revenge but I shouldn't, I know I should struggle
 Because the land was the muscle
 Trust me, you don't wanna test me
 Granny had to do what she can
 Mama ain't wait for no man
 We was on mission to get it, I got it
 The hustle got caught in the jam
 Just stick to the plan
 We gon' see what you 'bout as you mad or you man
 I guess I'm built a lil different, they hopping and switching
 If I'm being honest, that life it look temptin'
 I go to the house, ain't no food in the kitchen
 I go to the Gram ain't no lights and no mansion
 The characters on and I really don't get it
 I hear what they on, I've been here for a minute
 Don't speak on my name or I'm here to be dentist
 I struggle to like you, I'm first to admit it
 I know I'm supposed to forget you but man, it's a struggle
 I know I'm supposed to just love 'em but man, it's a struggle
 It ain't been easy, nah man, it's a struggle
 Fall on my knees, I'm praying to get through the struggle
 I know I'm supposed to forget 'em but man, it's a struggle
 I know I'm supposed to just love 'em but man, it's a struggle
 It ain't been easy, nah man, it's a struggle
 Fall on my knees, I'm praying to get through the struggle
 We came back
 They thought it'd be easy, how do you reason?
 What if she cheating? What if she leaving?
 Gave her your heart man, what if she thieving?
 These are my thoughts, I'm battling demons
 Tussle at night, it mess with my sleep
 I'm on the edge, man, I'm on the deep end
 I'm on the verge of 'why are you breathing?'
 Man, it's a struggle to love you, a struggle to leave
 How you gon' fight if you won't even hop in the ring?
 I made up my mind
 This time I'm cutting ties with guys who plot and scheme
 Some of my friends
 But when I'm around that's all we do is plot and scheme
 That's not in the dream
 Man, it's a trap, man, that's a fact
 How they gon' hate? 'Cause I ain't on that
 Thought it'd be love no matter the track
 They want grace but ain't giving it back
 It was a struggle just telling these people the things that I lack
 But if it's gon' help, I would never be holding it back
 I know I'm supposed to forget you but man, it's a struggle
 I know I'm supposed to just love 'em but man, it's a struggle
 It ain't been easy, nah man, it's a struggle
 Fall on my knees, I'm praying to get through the struggle
 I know I'm supposed to forget 'em but man, it's a struggle
 I know I'm supposed to just love 'em but man, it's a struggle
 It ain't been easy, nah man, it's a struggle
 Fall on my knees, I'm praying to get through the struggle
 I don't really know about your struggle
 I don't really know about your struggle
 I don't really know about your struggle
 Struggle
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 Struggle
 Struggle