near death fail comp (must watch til end)

Turn off my cellphone I'm going off the grid
 Which for me is eating cheetos in my bed
 Watching movies and drinking chocolate milk alone
 I guess it's my antisocial tendencies that are keeping me from my friends
 And the things that could be helping me get by
 Oh, but it'll get better they say
 Step by step, and day by day
 Inch by inch, and play by play
 But I'm scared I might not have that kind of time
 So what'll you do when all that you love slowly drifts away from you
 And there's no-one you can blame except yourself?
 When you fall, and you bleed
 Will you need me to be the one that keeps you operating?
 'Cause if so then I'll get comfortable
 So cut the bullshit and show me that you mean it
 When you tell me that you'll love me every day until you die,
 'Cause you're the only thing I need to help keep me alive for the next few years or so
 'Cause you're the meanest when you know that I need it
 And the worst thing that you could ever do to me
 Is leave me wondering if you still love me too