Vape Nation 2.0

Is it so much to ask that you text me back?
 I'm so scared of losing touch
 I'm forced to ask if you know that
 The reason why I try so hard to be nice
 Is so no one else will leave me behind
 You're right that it's not that hard to tell the ones that you love
 How much they mean and how you'd feel if it was them and not us
 But I can make the time in my life to be sad every time you're around me
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 How did it make you feel to know you're not quite enough?
 For someone who took so much from you and then just gave up
 On the things that used to make me so glad
 I was the one holding your hand
 'Cause I'm not too busy, I'm just still dizzy tryna
 Catch my fucking breath through these sweat-soaked sheets
 But you're still so pretty, and I'm still too skinny to hold
 All this weight on my own
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 This Adderall and alcohol is fucking with me
 This Adderall and alcohol is fucking with me
 But I find the time to tell everyone I love
 That someday I won't need them anymore, but that's because
 They've given me everything I need to be me
 You let me be me
 I'm not going back to my bed
 Before I find a way to tire myself out
 It seems that everything tires me out
 Except trying to get some rest