Portrait of Decay

There is no light at the end of the tunnel
 there is only pain and suffering
 on hands and knees we crawl through broken dreams
 always trying to become something
 a shadow hangs over us all
 consuming everything in its wake
 so drained of every ounce of hope
 that we keep making the same fucking mistakes
 under the weight of the crashing waves
 there is no hope
 its all been washed away
 so beaten down
 and so thrown away
 I am broken, a portrait of decay.
 the taste of failure
 still lingers in my mouth
 slowly becoming part of me
 I am a nightmare
 blackened to my core
 and happiness was never meant for me
 Collapsing beneath the crushing weight
 taking all the air out of me
 the sun may never rise again
 and you and I were never meant to be
 Under the weight of the crashing waves
 there is no hope it's all been washed away
 so beaten down and so thrown away
 I am broken a portrait of decay
 I've got nothing left to lose