Trauma

Smile and wave
 Like everything's okay
 It's hard to say
 When this is all a game
 With guilt and shame
 I'll never be the same
 Give me something else to do
 'Cause I'm about to go insane
 The king of hearts
 Your favourite card to play
 You win them all
 And break them in a day
 It's all my fault
 With nothing left to gain
 Take this stupid halo off so
 You can see through m charade
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
 Oh
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
 You grip me tight
 I told you let me go
 And as I cried
 The scars begin to show
 With all my rage
 I'm gonna take you down
 To watch you beg and plead
 Before I put you in the ground
 Shut your mouth
 Don't play it like we're cool
 For my revenge
 I'll break all of the rules
 I hope you rot
 Inside a shallow grave
 This is all that you deserve
 There is no need to give me praise
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
 Oh
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
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 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
 Oh
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I'm dying inside
 I don't want to be alive
 Trauma, trauma
 I think I hurt myself again
 I don't know where to begin
 I don't know where to begin