Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling
 Lame meander through corridors
 Aroma's thick with age
 Mark off the day
 Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body
 Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending
 I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it
 Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me
 Past has found its place
 Salvation is no more
 Will God accept my peace?
 Bleach will pardon me
 Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body
 Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending
 I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it
 Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me
 I just want to run
 Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
 Swim through waves that crash to shore
 Memories in me, cocooned in misery
 
 I'm sick and tired
 Of embracing reflections of past time
 Receive me or cast me away
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 God, please take me away
 Resistance futile, suicidal ideas
 I will crucify my own being
 Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities
 Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
 On the other side of me, the time has come
 Lock and load
 
 I'm coming (I'm coming)
 I'm coming (I'm coming)
 I'm coming (I'm coming)
 I'm coming home
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 Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
 Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
 Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending
 I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
 Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, don't want in
 Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending
 I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
 Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me
 I just want to run
 Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
 Swim through waves that crash to shore
 Memories in me, cocooned in misery
 The darkness overcomes
 Soul soars to the other plain
 Existence past the door
 I sail through purgatory's bay
 I asked a God for poison cradle me
 Sown to my dreams, souls searching
 Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
 Held in God's hands, death blooming
 Dark for fear of failure
 An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
 Roiling hate
 Death grip in my veins
 Unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar
 The space between a blink and a tear
 Death blooms