Forget to Remember

What have I done?
 Where have I come from?
 When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass
 Did I seal the loss that's become me?
 Feeling undone
 What have I become?
 When I turned my back on you
 I turned my back on myself and became this machine
 Thoughtlessness
 (I feel) selfishness
 (I feel) hopelessness
 (I feel) arrogant
 I feel it on the inside
 Twisting and contorting
 Memory has shaped me once again
 Still feel you on the inside
 Biting through and stinging
 Will I ever forget to remember?
 Shadows in the sun
 Filter through us
 Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
 Confession rejected
 We grow up
 To give up
 People step on the cracks for wounds owed
 Paid back through the words of surrender
 Emptiness
 (I feel) loneliness
 (I feel) listlessness
 (I feel) worthless
 I feel it on the inside
 Twisting and contorting
 Memory has shaped me once again
 Still feel you on the inside
 Biting through and stinging
 Will I ever forget to remember?
 Oh, can you save me
 From myself (from myself)
 From these memories?
 Can you save me
 From myself (from myself)
 From these memories?
 Surrender to the shadows
 Haunting inside
 Bleed through you
 Surrender to the secrets, inside
 Lies within you
 I feel it on the inside
 Twisting and contorting
 Memory has shaped me once again
 Still feel you on the inside
 Biting through and stinging
 Will I ever forget to remember?
 Can't feel you on the inside
 Set down the bag and left it
 Lost memory has left me
 One again
 Open up the inside
 Admission for the cleansing
 Now that I've forgotten to remember
 Surrender to the shadows
 Haunting inside
 Bleed through you