Sick Joke

Don't wake me up
 It's the best that I've felt in weeks
 And to be completely honest
 I'd rather be happily dead or asleep
 Sit back and listen
 Close your eyes if you feel it
 'Cause I'm questioning everything
 It's affecting all my decisions
 I saw you in the mirror
 And switched up my rhythm
 Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?
 Sometimes I wonder
 If life is some sick joke
 Will I wake up and it's over?
 No, I'm still here, and I'm not dead
 (No, I'm still here, and I'm not dead)
 And most days, it all feels the same
 I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
 And it makes me sick, sick joke
 Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat
 And sometimes I wonder
 If life is some sick joke
 Will I wake up and it's over?
 No, I'm still here, and I'm not dead
 And I'll hold on to a moment
 Like a sad kid to a blanket
 Would you tell me that I'm okay?
 That I'm still here, and I'm not dead
 (No, I'm still here, and I'm not dead)
 (No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
 Sit back and listen
 Close your eyes if you feel it
 'Cause I'm questioning everything
 It's affecting all my decisions
 I saw you in the mirror
 And switched up my rhythm
 Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?
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 And some day, I'll find you
 Like an old key to a locked door
 Is it all just some sick joke?
 Am I still here?
 'Cause I can't tell
 Sometimes I wonder
 If life is some sick joke
 Will I wake up and it's over?
 No, I'm still here, and I'm not dead
 And I'll hold on to a moment
 Like a sad kid to a blanket
 Would you tell me that I'm okay?
 That I'm still here, and I'm not dead