Push Away

Every time I turn around
 I'm pushing something else away
 I beat my thoughts into the ground
 Just to know their still with me
 But they keep saying
 Believe in something
 But I never have
 And I keep tryin to free my mind
 But time goes by so fast
 For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
 Time to see but time was all I really had
 For a second I was lost in my head, noise
 I try to block it out but it passed so fast
 Never thought I'd ever push away, away
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
 I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
 I dont know I'm pushing away
 Everything I love
 Every single day
 Every thing I've worked for
 All the tears and blood
 Are here behind the wall
 Now I'm driving in the mud
 Nothing is familiar
 Cause everythings a blur
 Caught between what I know
 And what I want to learn
 I try to block it out
 I try to stop the sound
 But everybody hears with
 Their tears in the ground
 For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
 Time to see but time was all I really had
 For a second I was lost in my head, noise
 I try to block it out but it passed so fast
 Never thought I'd ever push away, away
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
 I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
 I never would have thought, had I'd ever stopped *this*
 I never would have thought, I cannot control *this*
 I never would have thought, had I'd ever stopped *this*
 I never would have thought, I cannot control *this*
 I'm pushing away
 I'm pushing away
 I'm pushing away
 I'm pushing AWAY!
 For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
 Time to see but time was all I really had
 For a second I was lost in my head, noise
 I try to block it out but it passed so fast
 Never thought I'd ever push away, away
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
 I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
 Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
 I never would have thought, Please make it stop