Doubts Even Here - 2015 Remaster

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime
 When eyes just turn and stare
 Day begins, collapsing without warning
 You fade from sight, there's nothing there
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 No hope allowed, calls are answered daily
 Questions are on your side
 Deeply moved, beyond all consolation
 You felt the pulse, now, hear the cry
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 In my mind thoughts are becoming clearer
 I'm watching every move you make
 Counting time spent in observation
 A single blow, a false mistake
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 Then you revealed to me
 All that I need to know now (I was dazed, and I could not speak)
 Then please don't turn away
 Why can't I talk to you now? (My thoughts went back to times long past)
 There's nowhere left to go (I remembered forgotten years)
 Where is this taking her and how? (All night long, I was in deep distress)
 (As I lay thinking, my spirit was sunk in deep despair)
 There's nothing more I want
 To know beyond your trust now (will the Lord reject us for evermore and never again show favor?)
 (Has his unfailing love now failed us utterly?)
 Don't throw our joy away
 Why must you just you leave now? (Must his promise time and again be unfulfilled?)
 
 Memories are all that's left (has God forgotten to be gracious?)
 I need you near to me now (has he in anger withheld his mercies?)
 (But then, O Lord, I call to mind thy deeds)
 (I recall thy wonderful acts in times gone by)