Trauma

Say you're there when I feel helpless
 If that's true, why don't you help me?
 It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
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 Stand alone, my soul is jealous
 It wants love, but I reject it
 Trade my joy for my protection
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 Grab my hand, I'm drowning
 I feel my heart pounding
 Why haven't you found me yet?
 
 I hold you so proudly
 Traumas, they surround me
 I wish you'd just love me back
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 Say you're here, but I don't feel it
 Give me peace, but then you steal it
 Watch them laugh at all my secrets
 Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
 Ask for help, you call it weakness
 Lied and promised me my freedom
 Grab my hand, I'm drowning
 I feel my heart pounding
 Why haven't you found me yet?
 
 I hold you so proudly
 Traumas, they surround me
 I wish you'd just love me back
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 Grab my hand, I'm drowning
 I feel my heart pounding
 Why haven't you found me yet?