Suspension Without Suspense

My divorce from dependence
 That's when you found me
 I was still soft
 And we always were in trouble
 Odds stacked against us
 And trouble's what we are
 We get so far
 And then it just starts rewinding
 And the same old song
 We're playing it again
 Suspension without suspense
 Now that I've murdered your inspiration
 And I forced you off
 Do you hate me
 Do you want revenge
 I want to call you
 But I won't
 We get so far
 And then it just starts rewinding
 And the same old song
 We're playing it again
 Suspension without suspense
 Oh the pessimistic protection plan
 Moderation loving
 I've been hardened by the circumstance
 We knew this was coming
 We get so far
 And then it just starts rewinding
 And the same old song
 We're playing it again
 Suspension without suspense
 
 We get so far
 And then it just starts rewinding
 And the same old song
 We're playing it again and again
 Suspension without suspense
 Intentions without intent
 But I don't want the love we have to end