barely bleeding

I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
 I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
 Sleep, wake, repeat
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 Numb, underneath
 Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
 Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
 Sleep, wake, repeat
 Numb, underneath
 So watch me break
 I'm barely breathing
 I'm wide awake
 And you're still sleeping
 'Cause all this weight
 I'm bruised and beaten
 You watch me break
 You're barely bleeding
 Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
 Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
 Sleep, wake, repeat
 Numb, underneath
 So watch me break
 I'm barely breathing
 I'm wide awake
 And you're still sleeping
 'Cause all this weight
 I'm bruised and beaten
 You watch me break
 You're barely bleeding
 And it's too late for you to chase me
 Your words cut like razor blades
 So watch me break
 I'm barely breathing
 I'm wide awake
 And you're still sleeping
 'Cause all this weight
 I'm bruised and beaten
 You watch me break
 You're barely bleeding