Letdown

Broke your heart on your birthday
 I would call, but I don't know what I could say
 Only skin, only bone and I'm flawed
 Crying in your parents' garage
 So, I'll sew my eyelids shut
 So I don't have to be reminded of us
 'Cause everywhere that I go is a photo
 Every night I'm in bed with the vertigo
 It goes, da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Every night I'm going, da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
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 Anxiety inside extremities
 I'm losing touch, I got a tendency
 To ruin all the things that I love
 I could make amends, but you know I've had enough, oh man
 Not right now
 You would think that I would feel alive by now
 20-something years and I'm still so down
 Comtemplate on moving like my legs tied down, oh no
 Tried to go inside, black on my back and the void is inside
 I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night
 (I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night)
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 Da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Every night I'm going, da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da-da
 Da, da, da, da-da-da
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 So I'll drive all night through my hometown
 You can drive your knife through my chest now
 I'ma crash my car by your old house
 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown