Deliberate Self-harm Ha Ha

The treatment, it did nothing for me
 Nothing I recall
 I'd feel just like a sociopath
 If I was feeling anything at all
 
 Pain won't make you beautiful
 And pain won't make you strong
 I knew that you thought both were true
 And I guess I just played along
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 How does it feel to own
 Such a trendy excuse?
 It's just like Catherine says
 "Having boundaries is abuse"
 Now that I'm the paradigm
 Of all that you resent,
 If you're ever kind I just
 Assume it was an accident
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 You'd probably have a habit now
 If we weren't so poor
 I know I'm to blame for your DSH
 Though not in the way I was before
 Not in the way I was before
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 How does it feel to own
 Such a trendy excuse?
 It's just like Catherine says
 "Having boundaries is abuse"
 I can be combative, though
 It's not always worth the fight
 I'm so quick to correct myself
 Even when I know you know I'm right
 
 She said, "I don't want you dead
 I don't even need you dead to me
 But if I can't make you impotent
 I know that I'll never be free"
 I know that I'll never be free