No Conclusion

tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
 tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
 myself
 tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
 tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
 myself
 there's someone calling my name
 but there's nothing to respond
 I lost so much in our collapse
 man, what little hope is gone
 the voice said don't worry friend
 the darkness is just a suggestion
 no don't worry kid
 the darkness is just suggestion
 no don't worry kevin
 tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
 tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
 myself
 there's someone calling my name
 but there's no on to respond
 i lost so much in our collapse
 oh, what little hope is gone
 the voice said don't worry friend
 this darkness is just a suggestion
 no don't worry kid
 this darkness is just a suggestion
 no don't worry kid
 tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
 tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
 myself
 I'm allergic to the world when we are separated
 there's nothing in my heart that's worth a beating
 feeling like a Styrofoam prop
 ornery as eating
 oh sure we talk and talk and talk
 but nothing worth repeating
 I feel defeated
 I feel defeated
 I feel defeated
 now I'm OD'ing on your cocksucker blues
 you make me uptight when you just don't work right
 you painted my prison now something's wrong
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I'm killing myself but it's not suicide
 I'm killing myself
 I'm killing myself but it's not suicide
 I'm killing myself but my friends will never know
 because I've never been
 because I've never been honest with anyone
 always pulling faces from the unprepossessing places of the universal mind
 I'm crippled by the world when we are divided
 there's nothing in my heart that's worth the creaking
 feeling like a pamplona bull that's finished kicking.
 although we try to break the loop, it's always stuck repeating
 I feel defeated
 I feel defeated
 I feel defeated
 now I'm OD'ing on your cocksucker blues
 you make me uptight when you just don't work right
 you painted my prison
 now something's wrong
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I always thought things would change somehow
 and we would start getting along but it's hopeless
 hopeless
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I always thought things would change somehow
 and we would start getting along but it's hopeless
 hopeless
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I always thought things would change somehow
 and we would start getting along but it's hopeless
 hopeless
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I always thought things would change somehow
 and we would start getting along but it's hopeless
 hopeless
 and I never ever ever wanted to write this song
 I always thought things would change somehow
 and we would start getting along but it's hopeless
 hopeless