Disappear

I should have seen this from the start
 I should have always been on my own
 Now it's perfectly clear
 I never should have stayed here
 I should have just disappeared
 The time that we have spent apart
 Has made me realize I am torn
 Between the person I was
 Who I wanted to be
 And the one I mourn
 And now I sit here in the dark
 In a city that is not my own
 There's a roof over me
 And four walls to keep
 Me away from the cold
 The disappointment in myself
 More than you'll ever know and more than I show
 And it's perfectly clear I shouldn't be here
 I should just disappear
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 I should have seen this from the start
 I should have always been on my own
 Now it's perfectly clear
 I should have never stayed here
 I should have just disappeared
 The time that we have spent apart
 Made me realize I am torn
 Between the person I was
 Who I came to be
 And the one I mourn
 Between the person I was
 Who I came to be
 And the one I mourn
 Who I was
 Who I came to be
 The one I mourn
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 Take me and bury me
 Up to my neck and walk away
 I deserve what's coming to me
 Take me and bury me
 Up to my neck and walk away
 I deserve what's coming to me
 I just wanted to feel love
 To be loved, to be loved
 Yeah!
 I should have seen this from the start
 I should have always been on my own
 You've made it perfectly clear
 I shouldn't be here
 Now I'll just disappear