Raining in June

I'm already scared of the winter
 Even though summer's takin' her sweet time to start
 It's her manipulative heart
 She's full of greed, she's such a tease with neon blues
 And greens and sweaty palms
 She tricks your heart into thinkin' that it's cold
 Then the rain comes back, like it always does
 Every noon, and every June, I used to sit beside my window sill and stare
 Up at the grey skies, she didn't even care
 That I had waited, calculated all the lakes that I would swim
 And all the carnival games I'd win
 If it would only clear up by then, I'd lift my chin
 So I will try, I will wait patiently for July
 Or move to somewhere with a clearer sky
 When I do, life will be yellow
 I won't sink into the blue
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 And so I tried
 I couldn't wait patiently for July
 So I moved to somewhere with a clearer sky
 But when I did, I only missed the rain