Tired and Awake

Something in the way you bloom
 Soft cracks, subtly scratched, and skewed
 Lullabies and afternoons
 You've past, withering fast, confused
 But I know, it's a mistake
 Falling in love, to make a friend stay
 Disgrace, give me a break
 I'm trying to die happy someday
 Heaven, let me come stay?
 What would it cost
 How would I pay?
 Please just, save me a place
 Tired and I'm awake
 Something in the way we move
 Camouflaged, everyone hides in two's
 Entourage, go chase the group
 It's a rats race, always afraid, to lose
 But I know, it's a mistake
 Falling in love, to make a friend stay
 Disgrace, give me a break
 I'm trying to die happy someday
 Heaven, let me come stay?
 What would it cost
 How would I pay?
 Please just, save me a place
 Tired and I'm awake
 Oh I loathe, anyone sways me
 Back and forth, porcelain daisy
 I'm sure, puppeteers made me
 Tied, arms high
 Uncontrolled, strung up and crazy
 Take hold, patient constraining
 I loathe, how I've been tamed to
 Fear goodbyes
 But I know, it's a mistake
 Falling in love, to make a friend stay
 Disgrace, give me a break
 I'm trying to die happy someday
 Heaven, let me come stay?
 What would it cost
 How would I pay?
 Please just, save me a place
 Tired and I'm awake
 Tired and I'm awake
 I'm tired, and I'm
 Awake